So long story short

The short version is I’ve been severely depressed for the past few days, something triggered me online, I got even more depressed, I played mix-n-match with my pain pills because I was tired of being in pain (I broke my foot if you haven’t heard), didn’t help but I was mentally messed up from the drugs, I got even more depressed. I felt fairly worthless, and deleted or deactivated most of my social media accounts. Though tumblr was more of an accident and I didn’t read the fine print. (because drugs)
So three years of posts are gone, which bums me out a little. Then again, it’s also three years of really bad memories thrown in there as well, so maybe some spring cleaning will do me well. This is also now a side-blog. I’ll start following people back from my new main account.